I feel so blessed

I am feeling so blessed right now. I feel at peace knowing that I am doing everything that I can right now to be a good mom to my kids. There are some days that I do not feel that, but they are getting less and less. I am sure that if this trial that we are in gets to much that my Father in Heaven will continue to hold me up and help me through it. I love the comfort that the spirit brings to me and as I ask for it daily I can tell the difference from the days that I have rushed out the door or the days that meditation and those few quiet moments that I have are rushed. I feel grateful that I have a great support system and team of professionals to get us through this. My number one priority is that my family is first. I can not lose site of what has brought me to this point. That is my marriage for ETERNITY to my ever lasting HUSBAND DAVID. Oh how I adore this amazing man!!!!! He has so much love for me and I love being with him and miss him when he is away. He is always there to listen to me and has so much patience with me. I think if I had to put up with me I would have a hard time. I can be crazy at times. Then there is my wonderful 6 smiling and happy faced children they are just amazing little miracles each and every one of them is so different. I can not help but thank Heavenly Father for their amazing and strong willed personalities. As I mold and guide them and pray for them as they receive their own testimonies in the Gospel, and watch them grow it amazes me at their love for learning what is being taught to them and how much they really understand. Some people tell me how strong I am and what a great mom I am at this time of my life with all the things going on with Joseph and my thoughts to this is I owe it to my Savior for I feel like I am not alone and that at this time he is carrying me through this, I have to put my trust in him and see what is in store for me. If I worry about it day in and day out I will neglect my other children and loose out on valuable time that I have to develop a bond with them. It is not worth it, I have asked for help from my Savior and he has so willing offered to take my burden from me. So yes I love my son and pray for his continued recovery and safety and peace of mind and in return I get the assurance that GOD IS IN CHARGE. He has guided me to those that can help him become stable again. To that I say thank you. I am so grateful for my dear friends that have also been there for support and love and a shoulder to cry on. For the counselors and Dr and their recommendations that have gotten further help for volunteers that watch my other children when I am at the hospital, not having to worry about my sweet children and if they are safe or not. My heart is so full I think there are too many words to express how I feel and it is hard for me to say it all. But Thanks to all of you that are here and help me out it keeps me going and if some of you can not tell it has opened the flood gates to share the wonderful message of the Gospel with friends and family, about Our Savior Jesus Christ. He is here and loves us very much and will never let us down. No matter what we are going through. I encourage all of you to read the BOOK OF MORMON and if you do not have one I will give you one it is the most amazing book I have ever read. and wish for all to read it. I love yo all and should really go to bed it is very late.

LOVE YOU ALL