I miss her today

I am home and life is not quite the same anymore, yet I still feel her near me. I miss her today. Sometimes I just need to cry and it is ok. All evening I have been somewhat sad. On top of that I am not feeling the greatest. I have been quite shakey, and my heart keeps racing and almost passed out. I took a nap and now am wide a wake and feel a bit better. This is hard because I would always call my mom and ask her medical questions and she is no longer on the other end of the phone. Oh Mom you are missed greatly I will never forget you and one day we will be reunited again!! I love you Mom.